idk whats wrong with me but i’m just not myself lately. i just don’t care about anything, its bad and idk how to control it. i used to have all this motivation for school and this striving to always get that A i don’t know whats wrong but i’m just not focused like i used to.

Baby you light up my world like nobody else

i used to be upset at my ex for cheating on me and treating me like crap, i used to hate the fact that i was ridiculed and i felt like a lost child, i was upset because of what happened and didn’t want to let myself live it down and then i thought about it. had my ex treated me perfectly, i would be on the complete wrong path. i’m so thankful that i was treated that way and because of it it opened up so many opportunities for me today. i would have been lying to myself thinking i was happy and settling for something when i could do so much better. 

today i am grateful my past was the way it was, i’m happy i was treated that way. because i would have never found what i have today. i wouldn’t even have a chance at that opportunity because i’d be too focused on something that wasn’t even worth my time.

Everything happens for a reason so never regret your past decisions you probably learned something from them